Running alone.

I have been running alone,

too long now it's been,

the same way,

things never got changed,

they all got my substitutes,

someone better to be along with,

but,

no one to accompany me along,

I have been running alone,

too long now it's been.

I wonder if it hurts really,

or merely my deception pleads,

on dark longer roads,

I no long await for my bestfriend to come,

and we walk along,

for that was fairy tale world,

but, no real to breathe in,

I have been running alone,

too long now it's been.

Holding on those specials in my list,

and then taking in the truth of being no one in their list,

being no one to every one,

in the midst of everything,

all that breaks me down,

from feeling numb to trying to be me,

I no longer await to see, how it feels to be happy,

'Cause now that I realized,

I have been running alone,

in making things go,

trying to make them go..

Too long it's been now...

Just too long...